I began The Lord's Table yesterday....
Here is what just happened. I made a nice pasta for lunch with penne, green peppers, broccoli, onion and GARLIC. I added turkey meatballs at the end. Anyway...I was clearly full and decided I needed a fudgcicle. They come in two separate pieces and as soon as I finished the one I went back to the fridge for #2. I quickly asked for Jesus to give me the strength to stop at one and sure enough...ONE. So, thank you God!
I am not sure how to get myself under control. I eat when I am sad, happy, full, depressed, in a lot of pain, alone, together, hot, cold, you name it. I certainly look to fill myself up. Food is NOT doing it. I use food to protect myself from life. That is that.
Here is a picture of me during anorexia with no breasts even after giving birth.